- Mood:
aggravated
I haven't really kept up-to-date on this journal. I made a new one last night that I'm going to use everyday I can. So add it. It's
laamyaarlene addddddddddddddddd meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
So today my sister and I have been hanging out almost all day. We've been making jewelry, notebooks, and other things. It's a lot of fun, and keeps me busy and also away from everyone else. We decided to make a business, which will be mostly on LJ until we can actually get a website. Check it out! http://withlovedesigns.livejournal.com/p rofile or
withlovedesigns
Add us as a friend! I will mostly be updating the LiveJournal, but my sister will be making just as much as me. I will do most of the Scrap-booking though. It's pretty neat. My sister is too young to get a job, so we're going to try and make some extra money. Our profit will go mostly towards our beads, notebooks, and whatever else we will need.
Hopefully I find a job soon so we can get out of here. Living with my Grandma is fine, it's easier for the both of us, and we have a lot here. But there's just so many people, and it has my anxiety on a high. I freak out at the littlest things sometimes, and I think it's simply because my nerves are shot. There's always a baby crying, or someone screaming at a kid. We're going to look for a two bedroom house so that we can have a roomate(or two, that'll also be a couple). There was a two bedroom house for $550.00 next door that we were going to get, but Tonya & Adam broke up and all that drama, so we basically got screwed over.
Today Liz & Nathan moved back here :) This makes me happy. There's been so many times that I've felt so alone. This girl has been my best friend since I was 12-13 years old. She knows me better then most people, and I know that I can talk to her about anything. She also knows Earl, and her boyfriend knows him too(duh, they've been friends just as long as Liz & I have). Her belly isn't showing much. You can't really tell she's pregnant, but hopefully soon she'll be fat, haha. I can't wait til she has that baby.
I'm signing back up for school in January. I guess I'm going to go to Jefferson. It kind of pisses me off though, because if we didn't have to go to West Virginia then I'd already be almost done. Now I have to start over. But Earl's Dad was sick, and we needed a vacation anyways. Not sure whether I'll be taking part-time or full time classes. I'm going for my diploma though.
I decided I need to get out more. Maybe Heather and I will start hanging out. I want to, but I'm always sick or too tired. She's a cool girl, and our boyfriends have been hanging out a lot lately. Why should I stay home and be bored? lol.
Well, I guess I'm going to go to bed. I woke up with a soar throat and a headache. I took a long ass bath and fell asleep in it. I'm still tired though, so I think I'm going to go lay in the bed. I've been cleaning all day.
Good night!
Today Liz & Nathan moved back here :) This makes me happy. There's been so many times that I've felt so alone. This girl has been my best friend since I was 12-13 years old. She knows me better then most people, and I know that I can talk to her about anything. She also knows Earl, and her boyfriend knows him too(duh, they've been friends just as long as Liz & I have). Her belly isn't showing much. You can't really tell she's pregnant, but hopefully soon she'll be fat, haha. I can't wait til she has that baby.
I'm signing back up for school in January. I guess I'm going to go to Jefferson. It kind of pisses me off though, because if we didn't have to go to West Virginia then I'd already be almost done. Now I have to start over. But Earl's Dad was sick, and we needed a vacation anyways. Not sure whether I'll be taking part-time or full time classes. I'm going for my diploma though.
I decided I need to get out more. Maybe Heather and I will start hanging out. I want to, but I'm always sick or too tired. She's a cool girl, and our boyfriends have been hanging out a lot lately. Why should I stay home and be bored? lol.
Well, I guess I'm going to go to bed. I woke up with a soar throat and a headache. I took a long ass bath and fell asleep in it. I'm still tired though, so I think I'm going to go lay in the bed. I've been cleaning all day.
Good night!
- Mood:
productive
I don't know why I get so pissed off, and just so upset about my family. I've always been forgotten about.
Okay, so my family just walked in with a bunch of KFC, fine. I don't want any anyways. But this is how it went.
Grandma:"LaLa, I'm going to give you part of my meal"
Me: "I don't want any"
Grandma:"Why? I'll feel bad if you don't have half of it"
Me:"I said no, I don't want any"
Grandma:"Did you eat anything today? I don't want to eat in front of you"
Me:"Yes" And I walked upstairs.
I don't know why that bothered me. Not because she tried to force me to eat, but I guess because they didn't think about me
in the first place, and then she tries to pretend like she did. Umm, yeah because I'm stupid. I'm not ten years old Grandma.
I bought pizza for my boyfriend and I last night, and I woke up with all of it gone(we only ate about 4pieces). I buy a over $300.00 of food for this place, and it's okay for everyone else to eat it. I guess I've just had it.
Okay, so my family just walked in with a bunch of KFC, fine. I don't want any anyways. But this is how it went.
Grandma:"LaLa, I'm going to give you part of my meal"
Me: "I don't want any"
Grandma:"Why? I'll feel bad if you don't have half of it"
Me:"I said no, I don't want any"
Grandma:"Did you eat anything today? I don't want to eat in front of you"
Me:"Yes" And I walked upstairs.
I don't know why that bothered me. Not because she tried to force me to eat, but I guess because they didn't think about me
in the first place, and then she tries to pretend like she did. Umm, yeah because I'm stupid. I'm not ten years old Grandma.
I bought pizza for my boyfriend and I last night, and I woke up with all of it gone(we only ate about 4pieces). I buy a over $300.00 of food for this place, and it's okay for everyone else to eat it. I guess I've just had it.
- Mood:
grumpy
I don't understand what's wrong with me. Why do I always have to be so sick? My head is killing me, and it's just not cool. I ate fruit today. Basically that's it. I ate some chips, but I threw up. I'm sick, and I need different medicine. Pain killers, not stupid ibprofiene. Ugh. I miss my baby.
- Mood:
sick

My name is LaAmy'a, but people call me LaLa ♥
I'm 18 years old. I have a boyfriend, who I love with all of my heart.
I'm deep & overly emotional. I love to write, read, listen to music,
and hang out with my friends. I drive my boyfriends car everywhere!
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My birthday was yestarday. I'm now legal.I turned 18years old. This birthday was probably the best birthday I've had in a while. I got to spend it with my boyfriend, family, and Tonya :) I got a new tattoo too, which I will post pictures of in a little bit. But anyways...
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